The more I grasp, the further it slips away. 

我越是想要抓住，它却越是远离。

I look for anything, anything to anchor me to reality, but the harder I try to hold on, the more it eludes me. 

我试图寻找任何东西，只要能让我扎根于现实。但我越是努力抓紧，它就越是从我指间溜走。